Well, that escalated quickly.
So, after 11 years of diagnosis I finally caved and got my diabetic eye exam (dilation exam). To my relief my eyes look great. Thank goodness. ❤
My fiance took me to the spring expo at our local garden center. I loved it as usual! I got some freebies and got to spend some time with my nephew.
Unfortunately, after the expo last night I learned my biological father passed away. Honestly, I have no words. I’m devastated and angry. I also carry some guilt. Three deaths last year alone. My heart hurts. It had only been a year since my learning he was still alive…
I can’t deal. Piece by piece I’m dying. Piece by piece my heart is falling away. If I had any bit of hope, it’s gone. All of it… I’m lifeless inside.